oops..
sry for the late news,
btw. i'm back with SAM.
oops.
pls bless us than look down on me k!
haha
=)
alright.
have been 11days at miri.
but seems like already 110days over here.
i have nothing to express my feeling here.
just wanted to back kk to met my dar, buddies and family :'(
really culture shock over miri here.
the real jessie seems have lost in miri's jungle.
and become so silent as she never thought that she can be like this one day.
she prefer stay at home rather than going out.
wonder if her brother not over there accompany her,
i think she could die slowly there,
and noone would know about that.
she don't feel like doing any sports at miri,
because she feel like no one will really do spend time with her
she feel like peoples here are so higher standard compare to her.
she don't speak frequently, bcz she scared ppl will laugh at her broken english.
for chinese, she does speak, but not as freedom like she enjoy talking in her hometown.
so she prefer watching ppl talking, and observe it.
she feel like everyone everythings every matters are dn't really care of her.
she just like a bird which forced to lock itself in the cage.
but she really wish there is someone have the key
did meant everythings to her
but now she getting confuse
confusE
confuSE
confUSE
conFUSE
coNFUSE
cONFUSE
CONFUSE!!
HOW COULD MY MIRI LIFE BECOME LIKE THIS
SO............. =(